THOUGHTS

Maybe it meant something, maybe not, in the long run. But no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories, can touch that sense of knowing that you were there & alive in that corner of time & the world... whatever it meant.

CAN'T CRY THESE TEARS ANYMORE

I just don't care anymore, I've reached the end of the road.

I just don't care anymore, won't cry these tears anymore.

Can't find it in the Bible, can't find it on TV, can't find it in diamonds, there's something inside me that just won't allow me to find it in music.

Can't find in it in my soul, can't find it in chocolate. Oh, RK, I can't hide it... I can't even find it in you.

There's no way she can kiss you the way that I do.

I heard that you miss me... you should be careful who you keep talking to.

Long nights without you have taught me to be strong.

I've cut all my losses, think no more about it cause I couldn't find it in you.

There was a time I thought I'd die if you should ever leave me high & dry.

Now, you don't want me anymore... it's time to settle the score.

I've reached the end of my tether.

I've torn all your letters up.

I've reached the end of my rope & it's time that I told you so...

I just don't care anymore cause I won't cry these tears anymore.

Happy birthday to me

Cappie & Casey - Lights will guide you home (3x09)

I want this... all of it. A love so pure that it sweeps me off my feet. I want it... with all my heart

SMILING SO BIG... MY CHEEKS HURTS

It's good to get your heart broken... it adds a layer to who you are & makes you more interesting, and seriously... fuck that wanker.

You just gotta find someone who adores you

Maybe one door closes so another door can open.

Hence... I can't stop smiling

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, YOU BETTER SAY IT NOW

As humanity evolves, we must take every day & every breath as if it is the first, last & only thing we have because, if I constantly work on myself, my soul & dealing with the daily influx of emotions, grudges, ego, hurt, happiness, forgiveness, resentment & mistakes... then I have only grown to deal with the past. If we see things & people in our lives as they were yesterday, then there has been no growth. We must give each other the constant ability to change. Everything that happened in the past, never happened. I do not know that person, those days. I only know this day, this person standing before me & the words and actions as they say them, or do them in front of me. We must let everything & everyone in our live evolve.

The All-American Rejects - I Wanna

Can you hear me say... don't throw me away?

And this made me fall even more in love with him. Cuz I know that one day, it will be our baby he will be holding like that.

I've been sleeping with the lights on

so if I wake up in the night

your picture is clearly in sight

I do it for the joy it brings because I'm a joyful girl

because the world owes me nothing and we owe each other the world

I do it because it's the least I can do

I do it because I learned it from you

I do it just because I want to

Everything I do is judged and they mostly get it wrong

but... oh, well

Cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged

and the woman who lives there can tell the truth from the stuff that they say

and she looks me in the eye and says:

"Would you prefer the easy way? No. Well, ok, then...

don't cry"