Cappie & Casey - Lights will guide you home (3x09)

I want this... all of it. A love so pure that it sweeps me off my feet. I want it... with all my heart

SMILING SO BIG... MY CHEEKS HURTS

It's good to get your heart broken... it adds a layer to who you are & makes you more interesting, and seriously... fuck that wanker.

You just gotta find someone who adores you

Maybe one door closes so another door can open.

Hence... I can't stop smiling

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, YOU BETTER SAY IT NOW

As humanity evolves, we must take every day & every breath as if it is the first, last & only thing we have because, if I constantly work on myself, my soul & dealing with the daily influx of emotions, grudges, ego, hurt, happiness, forgiveness, resentment & mistakes... then I have only grown to deal with the past. If we see things & people in our lives as they were yesterday, then there has been no growth. We must give each other the constant ability to change. Everything that happened in the past, never happened. I do not know that person, those days. I only know this day, this person standing before me & the words and actions as they say them, or do them in front of me. We must let everything & everyone in our live evolve.

The All-American Rejects - I Wanna

Can you hear me say... don't throw me away?

And this made me fall even more in love with him. Cuz I know that one day, it will be our baby he will be holding like that.

I've been sleeping with the lights on

so if I wake up in the night

your picture is clearly in sight

I do it for the joy it brings because I'm a joyful girl

because the world owes me nothing and we owe each other the world

I do it because it's the least I can do

I do it because I learned it from you

I do it just because I want to

Everything I do is judged and they mostly get it wrong

but... oh, well

Cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged

and the woman who lives there can tell the truth from the stuff that they say

and she looks me in the eye and says:

"Would you prefer the easy way? No. Well, ok, then...

don't cry"

I was his first love.

She is the love of his life.

They are bound to be together forever.

They are bound to have their 'Happily Ever After'

Their bound to have a future full of love & understanting.

She is taking a great man.

He is taking a wonderful & amazing woman.

I couldn't be more happy for them.

I couldn't be more happy for being a part of their amazing life.

I just couldn't be more happy.

YOU ARE SOME RESILENT SHIT, NIA

That might be my favorite quote of all time. When things suck, or get us down in life, we just have to remember that we only get a few years on this awesome planet, and hate, anger and sleeplessness are not putting those short hours to work. Life knocks us down, people are not who you expected them to be, you get cut from the most important job in your life, and what can we do? You gotta pick your baggage and carry on! Be the BEST you that you know how to be and do everything you can everyday to make yourself happy. For me its reading something interesting, singing my favorite songs at the top of my lungs while I'm driving, spending some time alone to get to know me better, getting dressed up, and spending time talking to my best friends and REALLY listening. How often do you REALLY listen? You should really try it, super enlightening. I am alive, awake, healthy, loved, and most of all and it is so wonderful, I get to do what excites me to no end.

My friend said once that he never needed to do drugs because nothing could compare to the drug of doing exactly what we love. I agree. Life is too beautiful. Seriously.

There are only a few things that help me remember that CEM is just a normal human being like the rest of us

1. The way he flinched & cried a bit when he got his lip pierced.
2. The way he blushes & looks down whenever a ETF song comes on the radio.
3. The fact that he's ticklish absolutelt everywhere on his body.
4. The way he cried at the end of 'Beauty & The Beast'
5. The fact that he can't help but smile when I remind him about that day we spent at the beach, no matter how depressed he is.
6. The way his face lights up when he finally finishes a song he's been working on.
7. The way that, no matter what, he can make me laugh.

Honestly, I frequently forget. I end up being in complete awe at something incredibly simply he's done. But really... isn't that what love is?